The Benefits of Fan Fiction

I used to think that fan fiction was a lesser form of writing that was only practiced by those who were too lazy to come up with their own storylines and characters. It was a waste of time that could be better spent creating new material instead of rehashing already published stories. Then I started writing it myself.

I’m not going to argue that all fan fiction is great literature; I’ve read some incredibly maudlin, overdone stories on my occasional expeditions into the fan fiction world. Some writers seem to engage in fan fiction solely because it allows them to shove their favorite characters into erotic scenarios without any regard for the author’s intent or the characters’ compatibility. I’m not talking about this kind of harlequin romance fan fiction.

I’m talking about fan fiction that takes established story lines and characters, and creates something new with them. There are a few things writers can learn from writing fan fiction.

1. You learn how to identify character mannerisms and speech pattern

When I started writing my story, I realized that in order to write convincing fan fiction, you have to be able to ascertain the defining characteristics of characters and translate them into new scenarios. You can’t just copy the lines a character said in a book; you have to decide what characteristics comprise the character’s voice and then apply them to new dialogue.

This has honestly been one of the trickiest parts for me, since I’ve borrowed characters from half a dozen stories who all have their own distinct way of speaking. To make the story convincing, I have to jump from one writing style to the next, juggling vocal tics and accents while still maintaining a believable conversation. It’s been great practice, and has helped me hone my skills at creating interesting-sounding characters.

2. You learn how to craft interesting, but plausible scenarios.

This has been my favorite part of fan fiction writing. I get to take characters who have never encountered each other and then work out how they will interact with each other. Who will be more dominant? Which characters will get along, and which will rub each other the wrong way? Which characters will exert the most influence over a situation, and which will back down from a conflict?

I love it because, in my fan fiction story, I’ve taken characters from over twenty different stories and stuck them together. They come from a wide range of backgrounds and have very different personalities. Whenever I plot out the next scene, I have to consider what role each character would fall into if they were actually in this scenario. Their behavior patterns have already been established by their authors, so I can’t make them do things that would run counter to their personalities. There is a little room for lee-way. For example, over the course of the story, one of the more violent characters has started to mellow in response to those around him. Changes have to be plausible and gradual, just like they are in real life. We all have baseline personalities that strongly influence our actions. People rarely experience 180 shifts in behavior some kind of dramatic impetus. Therefore, when I plot out my story, I have to be mindful of how the characters would most likely react to events.

3. You learn how to create the unexpected.

Keeping in mind the importance of being realistic in your story-crafting, it is also important to surprise your readers. There is a delicate dance between consistency and creativity. While the characters need to act according to their personalities, your stories also have to offer up something new. They need to show a new side to the characters or at the very least highlight elements of their personas that are downplayed in their original stories. For example, one of the characters in my story is Gabriel Gray, the serial killer from the television show “Heroes”. In the series, you mainly see Gabriel’s jealous, power-hungry, insecure side. He kills people because they have abilities that he lacks. He is driven by the need to be accepted, and he believes that gaining power and eliminating the competition is the only route.

However, there are occasional glimpses of his protective side. He defends people, not for personal gain, but because he genuinely doesn’t want them to get hurt. Despite his flaws, he is still capable of forming emotional attachments, and he wants to protect the few people who matter to him. In my story, I brought out this side of his personality, making it the core value of his identity. Throughout the plot, he slowly shifts from an insecure, angry man, to someone who is willing to risk his own safety for the people he cares about. This shift is interesting because it is never fully realized in the tv series, but it is also plausible. It is surprising without being unrealistic.

When I started writing my story, I viewed it as a writing exercise. I was blocked on my novel, but I didn’t want to stop writing altogether. Instead of trying to hammer through my writer’s block, I shifted my creative energy towards fan fiction, where the stakes were much less intimidating. Now, whenever I get stuck on one of my projects, I spend some time adding to my fan fiction. It’s a great way to hone my skills without worrying about whether I’ll be able to sell the end product. There is no way I could publish this thing without being sued, so the pressure to please a publisher is off. I can sit back and let my imagination run free. Somehow, over the course of four years, this little experiment into fan fiction has turned into a 400 page novel, and I still have about two hundred pages to go. For once, I don’t see fan fiction as a waste of creative energy. It allows me to write a story that is just for me.



World-Building Worksheet

One of my favorite parts of fantasy and science fiction writing is world-building. Crafting a new world carries its own unique rush. In fantasy and sci-fi writing, you can take more liberties with world-building than in realistic fiction. However, it is important to make a world that is both complex and consistent. If you want to build a world that is detailed enough to hold the weight of your stories, there are a few topics you will need to consider. You don’t need to include all the details in your book, but knowing the answers yourself will keep you from making mistakes or accidentally creating contradictions later.

Here is a worksheet that will help guide you as you design your world:

The Basics

Country Name:












Notable Geography:

Noteworthy Historical Events:




Government/Political Structure:

Social Structure:



Noteworthy Battles:






Natural Resources:


Hopefully this worksheet will get your ideas flowing and help you create a detailed world for your stories! Best of luck in your world-building!

The Modern Assassin (A Tribute to Red Eye)

The manager sits in his coach section seat
armed with his cellphone for an evening of unwanted calls
waiting for a lady he doesn’t want to meet
on a flight he doesn’t want to take
that’s been delayed for reasons he can’t control
by a storm that came at the worst possible moment
wasting time he didn’t have

so he’s calling an employer he doesn’t approve of
to work out problems he wishes hadn’t come up
for a job he wishes was already over
to kill a man he doesn’t even know
for people he doesn’t even like
all at some ungodly hour on a red eye flight
hoping for retirement on an island far far away
away from the calls, and the lady,
and the boss, and the plane, and the storm,
and the endless hassles they bring
somewhere with white sand and clear water
where he can wash the blood off of his hands
and relax

The Symphony Next Door

It’s Thursday morning and Travis and Mark are at it again like champions. I can hear them through the wall of my dining room as I sit and watch my overheated cup of peppermint tea cool. I always make it too weak, so that it tastes like grass clippings floating in a rain puddle, or too strong, so that I feel like I am chewing on a pine bough. The row next door begins with Travis knocking sharply on Mark’s door like a conductor calling his drowsing orchestra to attention.

The opening overture is a familiar one, reminiscent of Tchaikovsky; that is, if Tchaikovsky had decided to orchestrate arguments about rent instead of stories about listless princes who had nothing better to do besides sit woodenly beneath Christmas trees and chew away at walnut shells. The theme is beautiful in its simplicity, memorable enough that I can hum along from my rickety chair in my forget-me-not blue kitchen. Travis wants the rent. Mark doesn’t have it.

Next comes the first solo: Travis, in a stunning monologue about responsibility and property damage and smoking indoors. I recline back in my chair, enjoying the lively, crisp tones of his barely-controlled outrage. Then Mark enters into the melody, his own slow, sweet molasses voice crooning like a bassoon that his boss still hasn’t paid him, and the smoke Travis smells must be from the candles he had just been burning. He was having a morning vigil to honor the death of Kurt Cobain.

The theme builds in complexity as Travis launches into a new refrain about last month’s fire, which nearly burned down the entire building. Mark interjects with staccato precision that the fire in question was all Jameson from 6A’s fault. How was he to blame if Jameson decided to light off fifteen strands of Chinese firecrackers in his bathtub? If he had realized how drunken Jameson was, he never would have sold the firecrackers to him.

There is a quarter-note rest as both men take a breath. I test my still-steaming cup of tea and get a burned lip for my trouble. On the other side of the wall, Mark is surprisingly the one to seize the melody, singing out a complicated motif of criminally high rent, drafty windows, and leaky facilities. He powers along for almost twelve measures without a single rest, hoping to pummel Travis into submission. His efforts are all in vain, because on the thirteenth measure Travis jumps in, accusations pounding away like an entire timpani section, increasing in tempo and volume until Mark has been almost entirely drowned out.

In prior performances, they have often ended at this point, the final crash of Travis slamming the door resounding through the hall, but today there is an unexpected rally as Travis returns to the original theme, his voice building to a deafening crescendo. For a moment, there is a breathless stillness, and I swear I can hear the steam rising from my chipped coffee mug. Then I hear the click of a gun and I realize that the musicians have reached a new level of innovation in their careers. Anticipating what’s coming, I rise to my feet, feeling like the queen of England when she first heard the Hallelujah chorus. Mark’s is the only voice now, repeating back Travis’ final notes, a single clarinet, alone on a stage as vast as Carnegie Hall, echoing in the center of my chest. The timpani resound in perfect unison one last time, and then Travis hits the ground, the sound thundering through the apartment like applause.

Separating Writers and Their Work

An April Ending

There was nothing worth the pain of holding on anymore,
So on an April day he let it go,
And he found how easy surrender can be,
After ages of battle lost and won.
Easy as writing a letter home.
One step over the edge,
Letting gravity take over,
Trusting one thing:
The rope.

One of the problems writers occasionally encounter is the assumption that everything they write must have a deep, hidden connection with their own lives. We like to think that books and poetry give us insight into the author’s mind, and that by reading their works, we are in some small way gaining a better understanding of them. We feel frustration, respect, and affection for people we will never meet. Billy Collins has become a trusted mentor of mine, and I only exchanged a few sentences with him at a poetry reading while he signed a book. Art and literature are founded on emotion. A part of the creator seeps into the creation. The greatest artists are the ones who channel their own experiences and emotions into their work, and by engaging with it, we form a connection with the creator.

That being said, it is unwise to assume that every literary work is a partial autobiography. I’m as guilty of this as anyone. When I started reading Stephen King’s books, a thought kept cropping up in the back of my mind: What kind of person can come up with things like this? I had the same thought when I read The Bride Collector by Ted Dekker. Who thinks about stuff like this? I assumed that because both authors use graphic, macabre imagery, they must be a little twisted themselves. That is, until I found myself on the receiving end of the same belief.

My junior year of high school, I wrote a poem called “Before I Wave the World Goodbye”. It was a terrible, sappy thing about saying goodbye to the day before falling asleep, a poem with the same premise as Goodnight Moon and none of the charm. I turned it in for a writing project. Two days later, I was called into the counselor’s office because they thought the poem contained suicidal thoughts. It was a simple matter of misinterpretation, but it got me thinking. How many times have I assumed things about authors based on their works alone? Maybe Brian Jacques, author of the Redwall series, doesn’t actually like mice. Maybe Lilian Jackson Braun prefers dogs over cats. I’ve never taken the time to actually find out; I’ve just drawn these conclusions based on their books.

There are some things we can know for certain based on decades of exhaustive research. Edgar Allan Poe, as hinted by his short stories, was a social misfit. Sir Arthur Conan Doyle valued science and logic, like his immortal protagonist. However, it is unfair to presuppose things about authors without taking the time to research what they are actually like. It turns out the Stephen King is a normal human being with a passion for thrillers. Ted Dekker is likewise untainted by homicidal thoughts. They simply choose to write what they are good at.

It is fun to play a guessing game about our favorite authors. I often wonder whether Robert Frost spent his free time hiking around the woods and picking apples, or whether Taylor Mali really did see a piano being lowered from an eighth-floor window while trying to teach math in a classroom across the street. The trouble comes when our guesses start to color our opinion of the artist without ever taking time to find the truth.

In college, I learned that you can write about sad topics without feeling sad. At the top of this post is a flash-fiction piece I wrote during a sunny day in September, when everything was going swimmingly and I felt on top of the world. I was given the challenge by a professor to write a story using less than sixty words. The truth is, when you want to tell a story in a short amount of time, tragedies are much easier to write. You don’t have to rescue the protagonist and tie up all the loose ends. You can just leave your readers hanging, and they won’t demand an explanation, because sadness is a thing we are all familiar with. Tragedy is a topic everyone can connect with, and it comes in endless varieties, so authors never have to worry about running out of material.

You don’t have to be sad to write a tragedy, just like you don’t have to be a murderer to write about murder. The great thing about writing fiction is that it allows us to be things we’re not, to experiment with thoughts and situations that we might otherwise never encounter. Authors invest emotional and creative energy into their works, which is what gives them their life, but in the end, it’s fiction. We are adults playing pretend.


Fantasy Rules and World-Building

In my daily life, I am fascinated with the rules of our natural world. I’m always trying to find out the how and why behind things. How does gravity work? Why are snowflakes different from each other? How do whales navigate? Our world follows specific rules, and these rules help define our reality.

However, the reason I initially chose to write fantasy is because I thought there were no rules. You could let your imagination run wild, no holds barred. Anything was possible. Of course, this belief was founded on Disney fairy tales, where there are generally limited, amorphous rules. Some people, like the wicked witches, have magic, while others don’t. Magic allows people to change shape and mass without any regard for the laws of physics. The old fairy tales are riddled with logical contradictions, because when they were originally written, we didn’t know as much about natural laws and the need for consistency in order to have a working system. I thought fantasy novels were unbound by any laws. Authors didn’t have to worry about creating a consistent, functional world.

Then, in high school, I discovered the works of J.R.R Tolkien. He was a master at world-building. He created a complex world that was defined by specific rules. For the first time, I read a book that not only included magic, but explained where magic came from and what its limits were. Gandalf was not a demigod, unfettered by nature. He had to operate within the boundaries his creator had set in place. I learned that although fantasy writers have considerably more leeway than, say, historical fiction writers, they still have to use logic when designing their worlds.

This is why careful world-building is an integral part of the writing process. One of the reasons I love Jim Butcher’s Dresden Files is because Harry Dresden’s world is filled with magic but also makes sense. Harry is a wizard, but he is limited by things like gravity and the conservation of energy. He has to operate inside a specific set of rules. If he conjures fire in a confined space, he could hurt himself, because fire must behave according to the laws of thermodynamics. There are some situations where he can cheat and sidestep the rules, like when he uses magical portals called “Ways” in order to travel across the country in the space of a few hours. Most of the time, though, he must cooperate with the laws set in place by nature.

Now that I know more about creating a consistent, believable world, I’ve had to go back and revise my own writing. When I started building my magical realm, it relied heavily on imagination with very little logic to ground it. It was like trying to hold down a hot air balloon with a packing peanut. Like in all things, balance is key. The best part of fantasy writing is letting your imagination run loose, but you also have to remember that everything must be consistent. If, for example, a king has the ability to create gold with a wave of his hand, then eventually gold will lose its value. If dragons have the ability to create storms, these storms will in turn influence the weather patterns of the entire region. Magic does’t happen in a bubble. It will effect its surroundings, for better or worse. All actions have reactions, and every world-building choice will have its own consequences.

People sometimes ask why I spend so much time obsessing over the intricacies of my fantasy world. They assume that because it’s fantasy, it doesn’t have to hold up to scrutiny. In reality, it’s the exact opposite. Because my novels are based on fantasy, they have to be more detailed than novels based on reality. No one questions why Brian is trampled by a moose in Hatchet. We all know that moose are notoriously temperamental. It’s an accepted fact. Readers grimace with sympathy at his plight and move on. But if a character in my book is suddenly stricken with a curse, readers will want to know how the curse works and why he was chosen as its intended victim. In Beauty and the Beast, if the prince was attacked by a wolf, I wouldn’t question why it happened. However, I’ve spent plenty of time wondering why the witch decided to curse an eleven-year-old, why she chose a rose, and why his twenty-first birthday marks the expiration date for his salvation. When you write realistic fiction, you can safely assume that the audience already knows and believes in the rules of the real world. Once you enter into fantasy, you can’t take this belief for granted. You have to earn your audience’s trust by making a world with the same consistency as the one they live in.

Needless to say, world-building is one of my favorite topics of fantasy writing, and I’ll be revisiting it again in the coming weeks.

Mr. Luck

Plenty of people have written songs about Lady Luck, usually designating her chief residence as a particularly opulent casino in the heart of Las Vegas.

They conjure up an image of a woman with a tantalizing figure, thick red hair, and a devilish sense of humor. She’s coy, fickle, and derives a particular pleasure from leading balding businessmen along only to abandon them in some back alley after taking their wallets and their dignity. 

Oh yes, people love to sing songs about her, because envisioning luck as a smoldering temptress in a backless red dress is definitely more enticing than writing songs about the real hand that spins the wheel of fortune.

Mr. Luck is a chronically single real estate broker who lives out of his one bedroom apartment in Berwyn, Illinois. He rarely frequents anything you might call a big city, on account of the fact that large crowds make him nauseous and tall buildings give him vertigo. His apartment reeks of Menthol and two-day old Chinese takeout. He likes to laugh at fortune cookies. His bathroom cabinet is stocked with enough sedatives to take down a herd of buffalo.

The last time he bought a new suit was Christmas, and then only because his thoroughly-unpleasant sister-in-law bought him a gift card to Kohl’s. He prefers to avoid mirrors, which do nothing but remind him of his ongoing losses in the battle against premature balding. His couch is decorated with a constellation of blackened circles from where he passed out in front of the television while smoking.

He used to have a cat, a distrustful Persian that looked like someone had once used it as a toilet brush, but it ran away, preferring the comfort of a warm dumpster to the frosty climes of his cramped dwelling.

His last real relationship was four years ago. Her name was Shelley, and they had met on She dumped him after six dates, on the grounds that he was as interested in their relationship as he was in proper hygiene.

The only activity that sets his routine apart from the thousands of unattached, despondent residents of the lower-middle class occurs like clockwork on Friday night, when, after a long week spent trying to convince tepid couples to buy leaky apartments in the most inconvenient locations in town, he sits down on his sagging bed and opens a battered atlas of the world. He flips the pages one by one, touching cities at random, tossing out luck like lightning bolts until the delivery boy with his order of chicken teriyaki arrives.

Kitchen Meditations

I’m standing in the kitchen while 50% of the family is asleep, a mere 27 seconds away from a sharp reminder of life’s fragility, its uncertainty, its tendency towards chaos. Wrapped in the downy blue gown my grandmother gave me last Christmas, I am in the middle of my nightly hunt for sustenance to keep me from waking at 3 am to a complaining stomach. Eating so close to bedtime is a terrible habit, I know, the root cause of many a troubling dream, but there is something immensely soothing about routine, especially when the rest of the world is safely tucked in bed while I stubbornly trundle along my rails, completing my usual circuit of activity before giving in to sleep.


My feet are bare but still warm from the residual heat of the shower, stubbornly resisting the creeping cold of the kitchen tile. In the next room, my brother is watching an episode of “Curb Your Enthusiasm”, the volume at a murmur, his laughter and the unmistakable scent of popcorn wafting through the doorway.

Having completed my evening catalogue of the cupboards without falling in love with any of the partially-empty boxes and crumpled bags, my roving hands turn towards the refrigerator, grasping the awkwardly-edged handle and heaving it open. The seal yields with a puckered hiss, releasing a cloud of cold air. With one hand, I clutch my bathrobe tighter, snuggling into it, less a tired twenty-six-year-old and more a penguin buffeted by Antarctic winds.

Cheese is no good. I know all too well its devilish effects upon the dreamer. Six oranges, bright as traffic cones, huddle together in their red mesh bag, contentedly rotund. On the lower shelf skulks a half-devoured pie, peanut butter cream avalanching off the crust and onto the shining aluminum plate. For one breathless second, I contemplate turning around and raiding the bread bin instead, but fate, that cruel mistress, seizes my hand, and I pluck a single tawny egg from an open Tupperware container. I cradle it in my fingers, unaware of how close I am to disaster.

For as long as I can remember, my grandmother has always placed her hard-boiled eggs in a Tupperware container, separating them from their raw comrades and eliminating any disastrous confusion. Trusting in this law, as cemented in my mind as the laws of physics, I carry the egg the two steps to the kitchen counter. Overhead, the kitchen light gleams golden, casting a pale glow over the cream-colored surface. Safe in my soft robe and my familiar pajamas, insulated by electric light from the winter night that scrapes its paws against the frozen windowpane, everything is as warm and cheery as a fifties advertisement for matrimony.

Placing all my faith in one Tupperware container and my grandmother’s wisdom, I begin to roll the egg beneath my palm, expecting to feel the soft crack of its shell flaking away to liberate the smooth, alabaster skin underneath. Instead, I feel the icy touch of the yolk oozing up between my fingers, and I am reminded once again that nothing in life is certain, not even hard-boiled eggs.

Using Time Wisely

When I first started writing, I was in junior high. I didn’t realize it, but back then, I had nothing but time. I’ve always been fairly adept at school, and I often completed my homework ahead of schedule. At that time, I had whole days I could have spent writing, if I was so inclined.

Now, as I juggle multiple jobs, I recognize the irony. When I was in junior high, I had all the time and none of the motivation. I am now moving into the second half of my twenties, and while the motivation is there, free time has become a rarer commodity. After years of taking my writing time for granted, I’ve had to start learning the vital skill of time management.

Every profession involves a balancing act of responsibilities, commitments, and social interaction. I have discovered, to my dismay, that writing is no different. When I was a kid, I imagined that being an author would mainly involve sitting in a wood-paneled study or under a willow tree and dreaming up new adventures to send my characters on. Adult Me has realized that this is not the case. Most authors have to hold multiple jobs in order to make ends meet. They write in the odd moments when they are not out in the world making a living. Even those few lucky authors who manage to carve out a full-time career are forced to divide their time between writing, attending conferences, networking, reaching out to publishers, and giving book talks.

If you want to succeed as an author with your sanity intact, you need to learn how to properly manage your time. You cannot hold off on writing until you have an entire afternoon free; you’ll get nothing done. Instead, you must take advantage of the small moments between your daily responsibilities. I’ve taken to carrying a small notebook everywhere with me, just in case a poem springs to mind in the lull between classes or on the ride to church. (This is one of the reasons I love being a passenger in a car; it frees my attention in case I am suddenly hit with an idea.)

In fact, I am currently writing this very post in the middle of a study hall. Bit by bit, I’m learning to capitalize on my time, making the most of every opportunity instead of waiting for the perfect moment to write. It’s a constant juggling act, but well worth the trouble. When all else fails, I recite the final lines of “The Clock of Man”:

“Count not, waste not the years on the clock.
Behold I stand at the door and knock.” -Eric Lomax

Eating Poetry

         “Ink runs from the corners of my mouth.
         There is no happiness like mine.
         I have been eating poetry.”
         So writes Mark Strand in his beautifully simple poem “Eating Poetry”. The moment I first read those lines in a cramped corner of my school’s library, I was transfixed. Like many young disciples of literature, I had already discovered the acute pleasure of sitting alone and savoring a poem line by line. I knew how to linger over each word, how to hold onto it like a prayer, whispering it to myself without any regard for the outside world. However, I never had a way to encapsulate this experience. That is, until I discovered this poem.
         As Mark Strand so accurately describes in “Eating Poetry”, literature has the ability to unleash a part of the human spirit that usually lies dormant, a slumbering grizzly buried beneath a thick blanket of mundanity. For some people, this hidden side is awoken by a stirring novel or a well-composed thesis. For me, the greatest thrill will always be found in poetry.
         I sometimes wonder what my students must think when, in the middle of study hall, I lean back in my chair and sigh like some unseen man is whispering sweet nothings in my ear. I have all but swooned over the words of Anis Mojgani; I collect Billy Collins poems like roses. I often catch myself hugging a book of poetry as if it is some long-lost friend.
         Writing poetry is a pleasure all its own, one that takes infinitely more work than enjoying the poetry of others. It is less like a grand seduction and more like a negotiation, the careful courtship of an idea. Although I love the satisfaction of finally producing a worthwhile poem after hours of staring out the window, there is nothing that compares with the simple pleasure of releasing your own artistic ego and letting another poet carry you away.
         In this blog, I will be sharing advice on writing, culled from years spent scribbling on the backs of receipts and brown paper napkins, arguing with characters until my family members began to doubt my mental stability, and drawing maps of imaginary worlds that sometimes feel more realistic than the one I am currently inhabiting. There will be rants, confessions, and the assorted insight into my ongoing battle to publish my first novel. However, before I launch into the world of writing, I wanted to, as my students say, give a shout out to the fantastic poets and authors who set me on this path. Thank you, my friends. I’ve only gotten this far because of all the beautiful writing you set before me to gratefully devour.
          If you are looking for blog-reading extra credit, look up the following:
         “Eating Poetry”, Mark Strand
         “Come Closer”, Anis Mojgani
         “Nightclub”, Billy Collins